Technocapitalism, Human Evil, and Sedation Through Technologically Induced Dopamine Spikes

I am a misanthrope because I hate people. It is not one particular factor that makes me disgusted with humanity but various factors. At work yesterday a colleague spoke to me about how he loves to go to the gym to build muscle so he can attract women. He is so superficial and status conscious that it disgusts me, and he is not the only one who behaves like this. This is normal behavior. If you are not working to make yourself appealing in the eyes of others, you are abnormal. You are not trying hard enough to get a promotion, get a wife, and have a family. Society and its cultural norms promotes conformity, superficiality, and a culture of appeasement and slavery.

Something I have been trying to do more of recently is to be more anti-social. I have a habit of catching up with people. I have lunch or dinner with various colleagues and friends, but often these catch ups are nothing more than bragging sessions for others to go on and on about how great they are. Many complain about narcissism on Facebook, but social media merely accentuates what happens in real life, and at least most social media apps such as Facebook allow you to effortlessly block or unfollow someone whereas blocking or unfollowing someone in real life is far more awkward. Nevertheless, I have tried to reject many offers to catch up with people. Sometimes I will just tell people directly that I don’t like something e.g. someone invited me over to a wedding, but I told her that I don’t like weddings. Sometimes I will just make up some excuse not go.

I hate being around people, but I cannot simply walk away from humanity because I need a job in order to build dividend income so that I can shield myself from humanity, so it is a gradual process. I need to learn how to be more assertive so I can be more anti-social so that I can isolate myself more, but at the same time I need to work in order to earn money, and I need to learn how to cope with being constantly exposed to the corruption of humanity yet not being affected by it by being fake and by numbing or sedating myself with technology.

I commute via train, and something that first shocked me about commuters was how fixated they were to their smartphones, but I realized that they are probably like me. Being around people takes its toll. You need to be fake, conform, and be a witness to the superficiality and vulgarity of humanity. When you walk away from work, you have a choice: dwell on it and hurt yourself more, or crowd out these thoughts by consuming something else from your smartphone.

Human history is marked by war and conflict. There is innate in humans greed and ego, and these emotions lead to conflict, violence, and oppression, which result in suffering and pain.

When you’ve spent your life trying to appease others and then when you stop because you realize that the opinions of others do not matter, then you feel an emptiness. You felt that life was all about impressing others, e.g. impress your manager to get a promotion or impress a girl to get married. But when you realize this is all a sham designed to enslave you, there is no point in your life anymore, and you must build for yourself a new reason for living. For me it is about escaping, being free, and being autonomous.

I need to learn how to clear my mind. I have heard that meditation is healthy because it allows you to focus and clear out distractions. I am mostly distracted either because I dwell on the evil of humanity or I am engrossed in stimuli that I have consumed in order to distract myself from the evil of humanity. I need to eliminate my exposure to humanity and then if thoughts of humanity emerge in my mind, I need to expel so I can focus on more important things rather than try to displace it with stimuli. The problem is that the evil of humanity is a potent stimulus, so to overcome it you need a stimulus more potent, e.g. pornography, and this is why I believe pornography is so popular. However, if you consume potent stimulus like pornography, you can become addicted to it. It distracts you from the evil of humanity yet it also distracts you from important tasks you need to do.


Cruelty is Natural

“Why should man expect his prayer for mercy to be heard by What is above him when he shows no mercy to what is under him?” ~Pierre Troubetzkoy

I remember having lunch with my dad a few days ago. I was talking to him about why I didn’t eat meat. As far as possible, I wanted to reduce the suffering I cause on other beings.

My dad, a meat eater, naturally defended himself by saying that animals eat each other in nature, and so it is natural for animals to kill and eat each other, and so we should kill and eat animals. But I reminded him that throughout history humans have fought against each other. We humans have tortured each other, and we have also raped, enslaved, and murdered each other. If nature is a guide for how a man is to live, why shouldn’t I murder another human and steal his belongings? Why shouldn’t I hold captive an attractive woman for my own pleasure?

I do believe that my dad is right though that cruelty is natural. We see it everywhere in different forms and different magnitudes.

Those who are strong take advantage of those who are weaker. This is a law of nature.

If you don’t like this law of nature, which I don’t, then there is a two-step solution:

1. Become strong.

2. Use your strength to protect the weak.

The first step is important. If you’re not strong enough to protect yourself, you will be exploited.

In today’s society, money is power, and debt is slavery, so try to focus on working hard, keeping expenses low, and keep savings high. Aim to produce passive income that sends cash into your bank account without you having to lift a finger. Try to minimize your debt as much as is reasonable.

Once your passive income exceeds your expenses, this means if you lose your job the next day, you can live off passive income. You are no longer dependent on your job. You can continue working, of course, but there is no stress. You don’t have to kiss the boss’s ass. You can take it easy at work. You have no credit card, car payments, or mortgage to pay. To minimize the risk that your investments fail, you have diversified your investments, making sure you have multiple streams of passive income. As they say, many streams form a river.

Once you are free, then life becomes serene and somewhat boring. You’ll probably feel the need to have more. You’ll want to work more, invest more, and produce more passive income to increase your satisfaction. Then you realize that you are similar to the average wage slave who borrows more and more just to buy more and more, thinking it will give happiness, but humans are strange in that they adjust to what they have and keep wanting more.

I suppose this is why it’s important to pursue some big goal, some unwinnable war that will give you meaning and purpose in life. For me, it’s reversing the natural law that the strong must be cruel to the weak. The strong can also protect the weak.

For others, it may be some other unwinnable goal.

For a long time I have been exploited by those above me. Many have cheated me, including trusted friends and even close family. I’ve been through a lot, but I try not to let these experiences bring me down. I understand that it is natural for others to cheat and lie. Even friends and family will do it. You need to accept it and expect it. You need to learn to live in the world, so you need to learn how to adapt to reality. This is essential if you want to build passive income and escape from wage slavery and become financially independent.

But once you are free, once you are lying on a deckchair by a pool in a beach resort thinking about your life, once you realize that your wealth and power enables you to exploit other beings for your own benefit, think about your own struggles. Think about what it took, the hard work, the difficulties, the loss of innocence upon realizing how cruel those above you can be, and then use your power to reverse this law of nature. 

Reach out to others out there to help them avoid exploitation. Encourage them to break free from their shackles.